Sunday, May 01, 2005

..responsibility..

Think of all the advantages when you put yourself in a situation wherein we call the comfort zone. Feels good right? You can feel the love, care and support you're gonna need but what you won't notice later on, is that your big mind explodes with guilty thoughts. It's like getting yourself stuck in a deep dark hole that somehow you will also feel the sensitivity of your own body. Physically when you don't have the urge to fill up your hunger; Mentally when your conscience divides into two and shouts at the back of your head, all at the same time; Emotionally when you feel stressed with all the ups and downs of one's mood as if you were on a crazy rollercoaster; and Spiritually when you feel the need for repentance in order for you to begin a new life. A life with no regrets, a life full of choices.


An important person once told me this just before we had an incarcerating argument.


You don't have to follow the mistakes of one's past, present, nor the predictable future that may happen. YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE. You have the right to change whatever you think that will hinder your path in achieving your dreams.


Enclosing yourself with the bad habits you've outgrown may be irreplacable. But you can always find a cure to prevent it. We all have imperfections. But I guess we shouldn't let these flaws dominate our goodness. It's called responsibility.


And so I am in grief. I weep down because of my imperfections. But hey.. who doesn't ba? Living a life full of perplexity between the balance of negativity and vice-versa practically molds you to someone you wouldn't wish to be like but without prevention, it'll technically show to everyone else. But I still believe that I have a choice. And the best one is to choose my Faith. With the help of the big boss, you repair broken bridges, you can extract too much absorption of emotional distress, and of course you have the power to place unruly actions in the past and start a new life full of Moral values.


If you want something (it may be a book, a toy, or a trip to the spa) it's better to spend your own cash. Get a job, get a life, be productive, and most of all... Count your blessings. (The people around you who give you things... shed you love and support.. and make you closer to God.)


Then you'll feel good about yourself. :)


Signing off.

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