The Screen Junkie

I am so frustrated with what's happening to me. First, I gained a lot of lbs., second, my emotions are all mixed up, and third, I suddenly forget my piano piece that I always play just to satisfy my grandma's mood. What's next? Getting hit by an 8-wheeler truck?! Owww... I hate this vacation. It makes me so dumb I don't know who I am anymore.

I used to be aware of my limit whenever I cross that boundary. I am in control of things that come in and out of my way. But now i've become loose... I hardly even care about enrollment tomorrow. I keep on telling myself how misleading I am and I can't even do anything about it. I can't even help touching that tiny little allergy on my face and now it's bursting larger than life. Can somebody slap me?

Ohh if only I could fix this mess, I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror. Tss.. :c

Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day

You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day