..kismet..
Do you ever wonder how deserving you are when you're being placed on a position more unimaginable than any great ambitions? or let's just say are you really meant for the decisions you've made in life? Well.. That's a BIG question marked on everyone's story. Unfortunately, the unseizable target has piked me out... and with this, I can't seem to find the right kind of feeling that would ease me up and optimize my further doubts about my skills.... my potentials. Oh geez... Somebody save me.Monday:
We had no classes because of PGMA's SONA. *Wuhooo!!!*
Tuesday:
Lettering day... as usual... I arrived at exactly 12. Went to Lett class with my new shoes when all of a sudden, my 'wacko' attitude absented itself that even some of my blockmates freaked out and asked me what was wrong. Well? I dunno. And this mood gave them an impression what was it like for me to be unusually demure. Argh! My piece of work ended up scoring a 2.5!!! GRRRR.... :'c
Wednesday:
FDR. Brought my civilian clothes, cap, shades, etc. that would definitely make me feel comfortable with all the required positions to achieve an acceptable outcome. It was a lucky day when our prof decided to stay and work under the pav. My fave spot... :D Of course... took pictures again... and it all started when I just had to give up that darn Tonal Value Scale.
That's me with my mediocre plate...
And then I took a shot with my other blockmates and friendzz that definitely described the word 'LAZY' in me for the last hour of the subj.
1st shot: With my blockmate Jem... #1 yan!! hehe .
2nd shot: (Clockwise from L-R:) Bam *shy sa pic kaya putol.. :p* Me *todo smile naman..* Tash *galit ata sa cam.. :p* Rida *serious mode sa kanyang mp3..* and Monique *na nanghihingalo sa paghawak ng lapis.. bigat daw eh.. :p*
Okay.. so Tash and I were having fun... Kinarir na namin ang future course namen sa photography. I also tried a new look. Mga what-ifs ko sa buhay:
Bam. Juz. and Tash... *astig effect...*
okay.. soo the one who's gonna stab me at the back is Rida... 'Balakid' daw ako.. hahaha :p
Sorrryy... mga siga ng Pav 1 (sa araw lang na ito... :p)
*teka.. meh siga bang nakakembot?? :o*
1st shot: A very FORMAL pose with the BIBA HOTDOGS (Ryan Bondi, Carl na hindi halatang gutom, and Carlong ningangatngat si Carl...
2nd shot: wala na.. pahulog na kaming lahat.. :p
Bonding moment with my friend Tash!! :D
After that... Ivy, Maybz, James and I went to Mcdo for lunch... did our anatomy plate then hurried our way to UST for P.E... We thought it was our prelims. Fortunately, it was until next week. Oh God.. It was the most perspiring P.E ever! We finished and polished the dance steps til 5! Luckily, my memory gaps didn't work here.
*pictures c/o Maybz... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! MWAH MWAH MWAH!! :D
Thursday:
We had another amazing Anatomy class with our amazing Sir Wes! :) sheesh.. He sure is the coolest. Oh.. Like I haven't mentioned that for the nth time. ;) We finally drew the human structure. And to my luck... basta.. :) masaya sha... Wuhoooo!!! :D I was also contented with the grade I received compared to the last plate since it increased .25 points... :p 1.5 yeboi!! :D
CTEC. ugh! My 2nd plate scored another 2.75! Well.. my grade actually improved on the 3rd one... 2.5... sheesh.. when will I ever have an astounding grade of 2.0 and above?? :o ohh how I wish I only knew how to paint.. :c
Friday:
I arrived late for MDR. well not really.. But Sir Araw was there. Our next activity was like the last one... only more difficult. I thought I was doing well... yeah, I was. Not until Ralph noticed my lines were too thin... Oh shux! instead of doing a 1/8 of an inch.. I actually did a 2mm spacing of a line. And it wasn't a joke. I spent half of the period doing all the borders and stuff until my stupidness arrived and distracted my goal to finish on time. So I repeated. Sir Araw helped me with some of his techiniques. But still.. I haven't finished it. Oh darn... :c Another plate on the go...
But on the brighter side... I was very touched with one of my friends Maybelle when she bought my fave snack Pillows (Take note: the 2 flavors) and a cup of mineral water. Geez.. From that moment on, I realized the brighter side which of course God shed me despite of all the pressure and pain I face from every upcoming activity.
THANKS MAYBZ!!! :D
Math. Boring.... :o Then went home early to our house in Cubao and watched Cinema One's original indie films in Megamall with my mom and her bf. The acting was soo intense and great I just had to snoozed the last parts away.. shit.
But anyway, here's a brief description of what we watched.
SA NORTH DIVERSION ROAD by Dennis Marasigan
Ten scenes, each one involving a man and a woman in a bantam car traveling northward along the North Diversion Road.
The recurring theme: infidelity of the man.
Cast: John Arcilla and Ms. Irma Adlawan
Then I dropped off to my gramps's house to pick up my school stuffs and slept in my mom's place. Oh.. studied a bit on Theology then slept *siksikan* with my siblings.
Saturday.
Another fave prof is our Filipino's Ma'am Jimenez. Discussed about communication again then left us. Happy moments... Then one indecent incident occured involving our section. But actually.. basta... :))) Iba nasa isip ko.. wahehehe Pero eh... I haven't done my fil work yet. shit.
Theology class. And how "lucky" I am to drink coffee before the subject. So what do I expect? My eyes were almost crashing... perishing... oh.. it was craving for the therapeutic blending aroma of a black coffee... :s Then suddenly, the dean wanted to talk to the class officers. Funny it was when it took our class 7-9 class officers including the muse, escort, etc. whahaha The dean was funny, cool, and nice to us.
AND WITH THE INTENSIVE CRISIS THAT'S BEEN BOGGLING ME UP FOR DAYS... I have finally found my answer.
Ate lunch at KFC with Maybz and James. Although we still had prac for Folk Dancing at 2, I missed the chance on trying out for the artbeat audition... Soo I practiced a little with my grp, bonded with my P.E partner Jr. THANKS FOR THE CAP!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHA mwah! mwah! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! :D yeboi.. gentleman.. hehehe then went home.
I'm in my gramps's house right now and anytime, my mom'll be picking me up with my stuffs. Geez.. Wish me luck on finishing abundant plates for next week. :s
"Never refuse any advance of friendship, for if nine out of ten bring you nothing, one alone may repay you."
Signing off.
posted by the only juz @ 7/30/2005 05:16:00 PM
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