..mandatory..
So now I get it. For so long, I can't figure out the cure to my weaknesses until little-by-little... I learned from these little ways. Little steps that molded my capacity to widen up and explore new techniques... new strategic ways on facing my greatest fears. BIGTIME -- ;)1. I learned that even though my friends are miles apart from my place... this bond will always connect ourselves to re-assure us that we are never alone.2. I learned that time, effort and dedication are the main ingredients to achieve a well-deserving product.
For the first time.. I got a 1.75 from my lettering prof and a 1.5 from my P.E :o babaw.. haha
3. I learned that only through friendship and forgiveness can one provide a healthy relationship towards the other.
I've finally settled the gaps between the present and the past.
4. I learned that change only comes from within. It may be easy to say but only through action can we prove that "It was all worth it."
An issue between our class and a fallen classmate finally spoke out from the inside grudges of each and every one of us. The truth finally went out. We were all settled. i think.
5. I learned that there's more to life than I could ever imagine... I should make the most of it and seize the day as if there's no tomorrow. Thank God.. thank the people around us.. and don't forget to thank yourself.
I realized that I should treat each moment as if it was a playground with all the fun stuffs you can do. In reality, we see it as opportunities. Grab it, dare yourself, and have fun with it. Too much pressure only leads you to too much pain.
I dunno why the hell I came up with an entry like this. Maybe it's because of the large time-gap from my last post. I'm glad I was able to think of a topic to share on... cause sharing stuffs that would mean benefit to others...
Totally feels great.
..Hangover..
Happy Birthday to me. Hmm.. more of a belated. Surprisingly, I had a celebration yesterday thanks to my mom who offered an invitation to my blockmates to stay at our house and chirp the night away at my aunt's restobar. It was an unforgettable day.First I was a little nervous on how the party'll end up. Due to the annual curse I receive every time I celebrate my birthday, luckily, my mom hasn't scolded me about anything yet. And soo we all fitted inside my gramps's van when he picked us up in P.Noval (the backstreet of our bldg.) then toured my friends a bit about the house... then stayed in the family room. We watched the cheering competition and with the fast-heat coming up... we ROARED like lions..
este TIGERS when
WE WON THE CHEERING COMPETITION. pride... hehehe
GO USTE! After that, we still watched another dvd movie then walked the village til we reached
Javi's. My blockmates and I bonded like we were the only people inside the bar. But anyway who cares?? Then we had a heart-to-heart talk about some serious stuffs. Yeah we got drunk
a little.. til we went deeper and shared out our deepest, darkest secrets. bwahahaha
The party ended at 2 am when 3 of my friends left the house. I was really sleepy then, but I actually went up to thank my mom. We chatted a little bit then dozed off.
I can't wait for my next celebration. Cuz this time, i'm gonna celebrate it with friends I haven't joined with a very long time. I still feel the hangover. I wish my birthday never ends... but of course.. it's time to get back to reality. I still feel lucky... thankful.. and grateful for all the WONDERFUL PEEPZ OUT THERE WHO GREETED ME FROM MORNING TIL NIGHT. :) thanks for celebrating with me guyz. :)
..deviously deviant..
May bago akong pinagkakaabalahan ngayon. Visit it if you wish.
Inspired by Mau's idol... and influenced by my fellow blockmates.
Hahaha ang kapal ko talaga.... :P
..An Incurable Disease..
Our class has been facing lots of trials and unforgettable consequences that made us think 'Is this the right time to fight for our own justice?' and we have been arguing whether to complain this teacher out so if ever we'd win, she'll be as good as toast cuz they'll be suspending her for the rest of her days in teaching or should I say 'mortifying' her students. But what if we lose? At least there's no harm in trying. Risks. wuhaha our daily dose for our everyday life. Anyway... what my block's facing now is somehow related to the persevered 50% of our nation when it comes to impeaching PGMA.I saw this guy on some news claiming that joining endless rallies seems useless unlike the historical 'People Power Revolution' or EDSA 1.
Buti kasi sana kung may pinanghahawakan na rason kung bakit nila ito patatalsikin. Eh wala eh! basta-basta nalang sila nagra-rally pero pag napababa naman yan.. hala na.Why do we still have to go on with this event when in fact we're already losing our nation's unity just because of the literal diversity of the PRO's and ANTI GMA?Anyway... This day was a little boring one. I hardly slept last night because it was very late when I found my jeepney trip. This day sucks. For the first time, I got a 1.25 in anatomy only to find out later I've missed so many plates that deducted (2) .25 in my total grade. And what's worse is that.. I was already in the state of panic! good thing my friends were there to help me out. :D
More Thanks to TWIN! And then there's that
CTEC that concluded my high hopes for my plate as another 2.75 grade was judged for my recent plate. Well at least he's a good prof. He TEACHES! God... He surely knows how to balance things.
Anyway I badly need rest.
I'm off now.
..Drills..
It's been a lazy week (or month??) for me. I'm sick and tired of doing non-stop plates, transferring to different houses and hearing endless sermons. Oh btw... Our new house is about to finish! I have my own room that brags nothing but the coolest painting my mom bought me recently. hehehe But anyway... I just missed blogging out my daily experiences as well as the moral stuffs i've learned from it; and since I'm too lazy to finish my lettering plate... Here goes.3 weeks ago... I've gotten used to long-walking trips to Recto. Well... until now, I still look at this place as the shopping central for all my needs. I used to bring my classmates to this store called
Deovir's. They have this wide archives of art materials that is cheaper than the stores across our building... And what makes them cool is the capricious space where you can hang-out and even talk with the friendliest people on the block. Then there's this long walk again heading towards the LRT station wherein you see lots of services... services that are very advantageous whenever i'll be needing a last resort for my plates. :p With the start of this habitual practice, i've gotten used to going home very late.
A week ago... An unexpecting twist occured when the truth set out between a past and a present love. Though I didn't mind just for the sake of keeping the solidary environment, it turned out that it wasn't clean
(in an honest way) after all
. Then of course I wouldn't pacify this any longer, I told myself that i'd be true in whatever I wish to do. I talked to my friends, seeked out for my sanctuary, and consulted for the best advice.
One special day arrived when I began to notice that it was indeed my fear that made me escape all these. I started to realize that i've caused so much damage to my self and to others
(emotionally) because I let 'fear' overcome my senses. And with this day, I told myself that i'd make a difference for once. I stood up and began to risk the
'what i've gotten used to' life for the life that should've been faced a long time ago...
My ideal life. This time I didn't have doubts... because this time...
I was pretty damn sure.This week has been a hard week for many people. I admit, a part of being selfish has contributed in this damage but honesty dominated the whole of it. At least I have been true to myself. Although there's little hope in getting back the life that really wanted... nevertheless, i'm contented.
I'm willing to bring everything back to normal.The past 3 days i've spent with my hs friends has been the best days of my life! :) This is the time wherein you could finally be happy over something you've missed so much. A very rare moment you'll never forget nor regret. This is the time when you feel like the world stops at the center of your palm with each minute worth priceless... and all you'll ever do is just cherish each other. Haha A little narrative don't you think? And it doesn't end there. Just imagine the feeling of being with your loved ones and you'll get what I mean.
Well going back to reality... Something came into my senses that made me realize the moral lesson of all this...
"Just love and never doubt."
Now I understand. Don't hesitate to what these signs show... and what your feelings show... cuz it's the truth. I hope it's all true... cuz i'm still doing everything to get this old life back.
Signing off.
I need a gallery to put these pictures in but I don't know where. Oh well.. pics galore!! :D
Hello?? Simba?? andito kapatid mo.. nahanap ko na!Hehe after our FDR with Ryu...
That's me... and me!! :DA self-portrait plate used with pencils, colored pencils, and poster color.
89.. not bad... :p
And shempre!! Nothing beats my one and only hubby... hahahaPic taken from one of our trips to Recto.
..Smallville season 5..
Finally! The wait is almost over. WB have released the official trailer of Smallville's 5th season. Thanks to this site... 
And... a few scenes from the FIRST EPISODE!! :p
Arrival (5/1)Having been transported to the Fortress of Solitude, Clark (Tom Welling) is confronted by Jor-El, who tells him he cannot return to Smallville, instead he must stay and prepare to save the planet. Also, transported to the Fortress, Chloe (Allison Mack) is unable to handle the sub-zero temperature and collapses, begging Clark to use his powers to save her. Jor-El forbids him to leave, but finally acquiesces, telling Clark he must return before sunset or there will be dire consequences. Meanwhile, Lana (Kristin Kreuk) is horrified when she sees two Kryptonian aliens emerge from a spaceship discovered in the remnants of the meteor shower. The two aliens destroy what's left of the town searching for Kal-El."
Chloe being transported to the new Fortress of Solitude.
So sobrang lamig pala talaga dun?? :p 
Lana discovering the new ship.
and... the best of friends.
....Can't wait.. :p
..Everything is You..
Now I realize that you are my everything
And without you here beside me
It's like an angel without it's wings
And now I realize that you are my everything
Now I know it, should've shown it
And now I realize that you are my everything
-- by: Boyz II Men
I have come to realize that I am ready now. Ready to be there for you in times that you'll be needing someone to lean on to; In times when you feel like nobody's there to understand you; when you feel like there's no one out there who'll love you the way you wanted. I don't care what others'll say or do... I just want you to know that i'm just here.
I promise.
