And in this moment I am Happy.. happy. ü
People perceive me as an optimist while those close to me see that I am actually a pessimist. Through the years I have always doubted myself. But yesterday, something happened to me out of the extraordinary.
I passed my logic exam. It was a big deal for me since I was never a fan of that subject. Second, I beat my top score of my previous plates in Package Design! yeah!! My highest was 93 and now.. it's 94! haha ok it may be just a point but what the hell?? My professor liked my plate!
"attractive.. you're almost there. Just missed out the blue connection on top"(L)the original version ; (R)Justine's lipton
And then the most unexpected thing happened.
Our plates este activites in Art Appreciation arrived. When Aina got her plates I rushed in to get my folder. Well, I was a bit surprised that my rushed photo got a higher score than my "preferred" photo.
Manila Film Center beats Oble by 5 points!!
Sorry btw for the poor resolution. I just shot it using my poor phone. :p Anyway, after I saw my folder, I scooped into my 3rd activity/ plate.. the watercolor. And to my shock, my prof liked it. And for the first time, I got a flat 1.0. 97 beybeh! :D <-
first time e pagpasensyahan nyo nalang. :p
What does Fr. Benavides mean to me?
And while I was looking at it, my prof in PD told me this was the plate she saw in the faculty room. She even gave me a compliment. I've never felt happier at that time. :D hahaha
That's all. The reason I posted this was because THIS was actually the first time I felt so happy about myself. I wish it would happen again... I guess i'll just do what I have to do. Be positive. And because of my friends, I wouldn't have defeated my other self. Ms. Nega! haha
Crap, today is the last day of August. Tomorrow is September. I hope that by the 17th, i've gained enough funds for my Holga lomo. :(
Oh, there was a rally yesterday at Espana. :o
Monique and I got intrigued so we went closer. :)
This is just great.
My body runs faster than my brain as my mind crawls slowly as a snail. Wtf am I saying?? I should be studying! :pTomorrow is our prelims in Logic and for the past few days, i've been trying to open that thin lil notebook and study our past lessons, from the beginning up to the quantity of the predicate. ANYWAY, I hate studying. I am as lazy as a hare. My photo plates are not yet done. I am unsure of what my photos in Art Appreciation would turn out and I haven't got any money. This is just great.
This is the time where I lie down on my softy pull-out bed and imagine myself what if my grandpa is just here.Unfortunately, he's thousands of miles away. All I can hope for is a miracle for my wallet to contain at least something again. boohoo.
Now one line of a song is stuck in my head. Lemme sing it for you ayt?
I need inspiration... Not just another negotiation.
Okay this is getting nonsense. I need to at least open my red thin lil notebook just to get a lucky 50% chance to pass the freakin test. Grr I am so pressured right now. Art app is ripping me off.
Still getting over Grey's Anatomy
I am inlove with the show. I may be late but I am definitely not forgetting this breathtaking season. This season, the three ladies nominated for best supporting actresses at the Emmy Awards deserves to win!Now I am posting my favorite quotes from the show:
CRISTINA: "He's gone."
MEREDITH: "I... I don't think he's gone. Uh... his stuff is still here."
CRISTINA: "No. No. His trumpet isn't here. His entire Eugene Foote collection, vinyls and CD's. His grandmother's picture was by the bed. His lucky scrub cap was hanging on the door. He's gone. I'm.. I'm free. Damn it. Damn it, damn it! Oh God, get this off me! Take this off, take this off! I can't... Help me, help me, help me!"
CRISTINA: "I am wearing the dress. I'm ready. And, and maybe I didn't want to before. But I want to now. I really think I want this."
PRESTON: "I really wish you didn’t think. I wish that you knew."
"Cristina, I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there, in sickness and in health. I could say till death do us part. But I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I am steady. I'm a heart man. Take 'em apart, put 'em back together, hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this, I am sure. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this. I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you... me."
-- Preston Burke
ADDISON: "You want Ava."
ALEX: "She's not Ava anymore. She's Rebecca and I barely know her."
ADDISON: [pauses] "Look at me. Look at me! You suck. To me, you suck. I kind of hate you. But Alex, you do not get unlimited chances to have the things we want. And this I know. Nothing is worse than missing an opportunity that could change your life. No matter what her name is, she'll always be Ava to you."
REBECCA: "I'm asking you to give me a reason to stay here, Alex. A reason from you!!"
ALEX: "I think you should stay with a decent guy."
And my favorite...
"I am an optimist. I am a fool. I am not sure. Because I'm your best friend, because I love you, if what you want is to be with Callie then I will do everything in my power to support you and help you make your marriage work. But because I'm your best friend, because I love you, I also have to say... that I'm in love with you. I'm in love with you. I can't promise a future, I can't promise perfection, because we're us, I'm me and you're you. no one knows what will happen. But in my heart, I am sure. I'm in love with you George. And I hope you're in love with me too."
-- Izzie Stevens
I am such a junkie. :) hehehe can't wait for next season! :)
1st Sem.... break?
I am so happy because our next class is on Wednesday! Today is Friday.. Our Saturday class was suspended, Monday is a holiday, Tuesday is our day-off so... 5 more days for me to sit on the couch!nah.. my uncle already made my program so i'll be spending the next five days losing weight in our mini 'gym'.
WUHOO!! VACATION! more time to watch Grey's Anatomy! :)
My Melatonin is getting used to this
Season of Tamadation!!! Two suspended days and still counting! Btw..I just had a haircut.. I just had a haircut.. I just had a haircut..
A little Update.
It's been a while and I must say that it's because of my plates in school. No actually, i've been spending most of my free time watching dvds again.. and sleeping. I am currently addicted to Nip/Tuck and I still can't believe that I slept over the Simpsons movie. I'm proud to say that I do CAN handle sleepless nights. Though sleep is very essential, I found the means to stay up and work in the right senses. Right now, I am so happy that the atmosphere is chilling. We had a good lunch with everyone on the table. Sinigang, Tuyo, Spiced Bangus, chili garlic and all the other condiments present, what more can you wish for? Anyway, the family's still having issues over my Photography subject and
understanding is the only word i'm hoping for right now. Papa's leaving in a few days for the states and will be back on the 24th of September. Truth is, i'm scared. Hell i'm gonna miss him.
It's raining hard again, and before I fall into deep slumber, i'm gonna return to my newfound love...
Nip/Tuck. :)
