..kismet..
Do you ever wonder how deserving you are when you're being placed on a position more unimaginable than any great ambitions? or let's just say are you really meant for the decisions you've made in life? Well.. That's a BIG question marked on everyone's story. Unfortunately, the unseizable target has piked me out... and with this, I can't seem to find the right kind of feeling that would ease me up and optimize my further doubts about my skills.... my potentials. Oh geez... Somebody save me.Monday:We had no classes because of PGMA's SONA. *Wuhooo!!!*
Tuesday:Lettering day... as usual... I arrived at exactly 12. Went to Lett class with my new shoes when all of a sudden, my 'wacko' attitude absented itself that even some of my blockmates freaked out and asked me what was wrong. Well?
I dunno. And this mood gave them an impression what was it like for me to be
unusually demure. Argh! My piece of work ended up scoring a 2.5!!! GRRRR.... :'c
Wednesday:FDR. Brought my civilian clothes, cap, shades, etc. that would definitely make me feel comfortable with all the required positions to achieve an acceptable outcome. It was a lucky day when our prof decided to stay and work under the pav.
My fave spot... :D Of course... took pictures again... and it all started when I just had to give up that darn Tonal Value Scale.
That's me with my mediocre plate...
And then I took a shot with my other blockmates and friendzz that definitely described the word 'LAZY' in me for the last hour of the subj.
1st shot: With my blockmate Jem... #1 yan!! hehe .
2nd shot: (Clockwise from L-R:) Bam *shy sa pic kaya putol.. :p* Me *todo smile naman..* Tash *galit ata sa cam.. :p* Rida *serious mode sa kanyang mp3..* and Monique *na nanghihingalo sa paghawak ng lapis.. bigat daw eh.. :p*
Okay.. so Tash and I were having fun... Kinarir na namin ang future course namen sa photography. I also tried a new look. Mga what-ifs ko sa buhay:
Bam. Juz. and Tash... *astig effect...*
okay.. soo the one who's gonna stab me at the back is Rida... 'Balakid' daw ako.. hahaha :p
Sorrryy... mga siga ng Pav 1 (sa araw lang na ito... :p)
*teka.. meh siga bang nakakembot?? :o*
1st shot: A very FORMAL pose with the BIBA HOTDOGS (Ryan Bondi, Carl na hindi halatang gutom, and Carlong ningangatngat si Carl...
2nd shot: wala na.. pahulog na kaming lahat.. :p
Bonding moment with my friend Tash!! :D
After that... Ivy, Maybz, James and I went to Mcdo for lunch... did our anatomy plate then hurried our way to UST for P.E... We thought it was our prelims. Fortunately, it was until next week. Oh God.. It was the most perspiring P.E ever! We finished and polished the dance steps til 5! Luckily, my memory gaps didn't work here.
*pictures c/o Maybz... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! MWAH MWAH MWAH!! :D
Thursday:
We had another amazing Anatomy class with our amazing Sir Wes! :) sheesh.. He sure is the coolest. Oh.. Like I haven't mentioned that for the nth time. ;) We finally drew the human structure. And to my luck... basta.. :) masaya sha... Wuhoooo!!! :D I was also contented with the grade I received compared to the last plate since it increased .25 points... :p 1.5 yeboi!! :D
CTEC. ugh! My 2nd plate scored another 2.75! Well.. my grade actually improved on the 3rd one... 2.5... sheesh.. when will I ever have an astounding grade of 2.0 and above?? :o ohh how I wish I only knew how to paint.. :c
Friday:
I arrived late for MDR. well not really.. But Sir Araw was there. Our next activity was like the last one... only more difficult. I thought I was doing well... yeah, I was. Not until Ralph noticed my lines were too thin... Oh shux! instead of doing a 1/8 of an inch.. I actually did a 2mm spacing of a line. And it wasn't a joke. I spent half of the period doing all the borders and stuff until my stupidness arrived and distracted my goal to finish on time. So I repeated. Sir Araw helped me with some of his techiniques. But still.. I haven't finished it. Oh darn... :c Another plate on the go...
But on the brighter side... I was very touched with one of my friends Maybelle when she bought my fave snack Pillows (Take note: the 2 flavors) and a cup of mineral water. Geez.. From that moment on, I realized the brighter side which of course God shed me despite of all the pressure and pain I face from every upcoming activity.
THANKS MAYBZ!!! :D
Math. Boring.... :o Then went home early to our house in Cubao and watched Cinema One's original indie films in Megamall with my mom and her bf. The acting was soo intense and great I just had to snoozed the last parts away.. shit.
But anyway, here's a brief description of what we watched.
SA NORTH DIVERSION ROAD by Dennis Marasigan
Ten scenes, each one involving a man and a woman in a bantam car traveling northward along the North Diversion Road.
The recurring theme: infidelity of the man.
Cast: John Arcilla and Ms. Irma Adlawan
Then I dropped off to my gramps's house to pick up my school stuffs and slept in my mom's place. Oh.. studied a bit on Theology then slept *siksikan* with my siblings.
Saturday.
Another fave prof is our Filipino's Ma'am Jimenez. Discussed about communication again then left us. Happy moments... Then one indecent incident occured involving our section. But actually.. basta... :))) Iba nasa isip ko.. wahehehe Pero eh... I haven't done my fil work yet. shit.
Theology class. And how "lucky" I am to drink coffee before the subject. So what do I expect? My eyes were almost crashing... perishing... oh.. it was craving for the therapeutic blending aroma of a black coffee... :s Then suddenly, the dean wanted to talk to the class officers. Funny it was when it took our class 7-9 class officers including the muse, escort, etc. whahaha The dean was funny, cool, and nice to us.
AND WITH THE INTENSIVE CRISIS THAT'S BEEN BOGGLING ME UP FOR DAYS... I have finally found my answer.
Ate lunch at KFC with Maybz and James. Although we still had prac for Folk Dancing at 2, I missed the chance on trying out for the artbeat audition... Soo I practiced a little with my grp, bonded with my P.E partner Jr. THANKS FOR THE CAP!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHA mwah! mwah! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! :D yeboi.. gentleman.. hehehe then went home.
I'm in my gramps's house right now and anytime, my mom'll be picking me up with my stuffs. Geez.. Wish me luck on finishing abundant plates for next week. :s
"Never refuse any advance of friendship, for if nine out of ten bring you nothing, one alone may repay you."
Signing off.
It could've been a year now if all the simple and happy things remained ... Well.. I guess that's
fate. But whatever happens....
You will always be 'my boo'... :c
..propinquity..
Relaxing would fit the word for this week. As I estimate, we have only met 6 out of 11 professors... and for me, this should actually be a reason to celebrate!! :D But anyway... I've gotten used to the habit of sleeping on deadly hours. And along with that is the habit of being dependent in falling asleep on public transportations. Geez... talk about being careful. Soo.. here's what happened in the last 7 days...
Monday.
The start of everything. Basta.. :) Sir Pacena a.k.a our adviser didn't show up cuz he was sick. Instead of going to the library to do some research abt european renaissance, we went to the sala and watched raise your voice. Our english prof didn't show up cuz the guidance occupied her whole sched with their orientation.
Tuesday.
Tried a new way to get to...
Lettering class. As usual, my fave teacher Sir Pollarco. Ralph and I made chikas with him. He's ok.. :)
Wednesday.
Too bad Tash arrived late. :c
okay.. so with all these pics.. there's only one common expression I project to thy readers: Natatae na ko... :o hehehe
But anyway...
Civilian day for me!! masaya umaga ko.
Dunno why... actually.. masaya day ko..
Uyy... nagyayabang ng eye-bags!!! :p
Anyway.. Bonded with some of my friends and with our FDR prof. oh diba.. puro showbiz pa! nakarelate kaming lahat. :p And for a second there... My skeptic feeling towards my prof somehow decreased for a bit. She was an ok one after all... :p
Went to Recto with my blockmate James. Went back to meet Alex. Had our P.E class... waw.. hirap.. tas prelims na pala next meeting.. :o Then ate ice cream at Mini-Stop with her and other friendz.. Aina and Monique. Then cab our way home. THANKS AINA!!! :D
Pics with my new friend Alex!! :D
Uyy... ang formal... :P reding-redi mag FOLK DANCE!!
Ahmm... nasobrahan ata sa formal.. :p
Thursday.
Had our anatomy class with the coolest prof!! Sir Wes. He made us choose a partner and sketch her face on front view and on the side. Happy day cuz our CTEC prof didn't meet us.
Friday.
We had our recollection. Meaning: NO MDR!!!! :D and... our MATH was SUSPENDED!!! :D I should've gone home at 1pm. But many events happened. special ones. Basta. :) I had a walk to remember with Claire... la padin tayo tawagan!! :O and talked abt some serious stuffs while walking around the whole UST campus!
Went home with Monique at 7pm!! Got home at 8. Slept. Woke up at 10pm. Finished my Lettering plate. Studied for Theology. Net padin.. Slept at 3am.
Oh... Today's T.22 day!! :)
The World's Finest.. :)
Saturday.
Went to school with only 2 hours of sleep. Had the best Fil class ever with another cool prof. :)
We watched...
...since it was related to our topic. Cried over some things in the past as I reminisce. Bonded with Jerome. Then headed towards our Theo class.
It's the lawyer again. But I was prepared!! wuha!! pero sayang... di man lang ako natawag.. :( Niwei.. I tried to talk to him. He's ok.
**So in short... I made chikas with profs whom I used to feel awkward with.
Eion.. then.. bonded with Alex and other blockmates the whole afternoon. Rode the jeep and got home at 4.
Went to my sister's concert chorale and met up my dad. Cheered when it was my sis's solo.. haha stage ate!! :P Ate late dinner at Heaven and Eggs... then went home to my mom's house.
Sunday.
Went to mass.. To Recto for my drafting book. To SM Manila and bought stuffs for anatomy. To G4 and watched If Only. :)
A movie that tells us all to live life to the fullest. It doesn't matter whether you have 5 minutes nor 50 years left in this world... Just show the one you love that you... love them.. cuz once you lose them.. there's no turning back. T_T Listen to signs and dreams. :p
Basta for me... it's a 5.. :D
I preferred watching it over The Island.
Anyway... This week's a blast! and we won't even have classes tom! whohoo!! GO GMA!! hahaha *peace!* Anyway, i'm off.. still have to chat with old friends...
Just a thought... what do you think'll happen next once the president delivers the SONA tom? hmm...
Signing off.
..Same Ground..
by Kitchie Nadal.
(refrain)
My loveIt's been a long time since i cried
And left you out of the blue
It's hard
Leaving you the way
When i never really wanted to
Self denial
Is a game so strange i never really should've wanted
Til there was you
Cause i have learned that love was beyond
What human can imagine
More it clears
The more i gotta let you go
(chorus)'cause what i don't understand
Is why i'm feeling so bad now
When i know it was my idea
I could've just denied the truth and lied
Now why am i the only one standing stranded
On the same ground
(repeat refrain)
Self denial
Is a game so strange i never really should've wanted
Til there was you
Cause i have learned that love
Is a word just thrown
A litlle bit too much of this
Excuse to fill this infinite of desire
And never ever have to fade
(repeat chorus)
If all else fail
Would you be there to love me?
When all else fails
Would you be brave to see right through me?
Haii.. The song says it all; What i'm feeling at this very moment. I feel so alone... so inferior. You know I did it for our own good... For your freedom... For your happiness... And I hardly thought about it since the day you left me. If I knew it was the right thing to do... Why do I still get the feeling I made the wrong turn? A goodbye without a cause. Haii... No one would ever understand what's inside this facade of mine. And with that, I feel so pathetic! "What is it with you that makes me wanna be with you?" -Remember this?? oh yes. Of all the things that this mind can bring up, it's this line that keeps on repeating. I told myself that i'll be able to achieve my most awaited peace of mind once I let you go with your profound happiness. But why turn out with this? I still feel so inferior. An ersatz of a happy sample to this society. And from what things will seem to sustain is that ... i'll be keeping this loathe until the day you'll approach me and tell all the things I'd want to hear. No. Not compliments nor words of flattery. But the exact accent I used to hear with your expressive eyes as you say 'it's done', 'it's over', and goodbye. Don't blame me if I still feel this way. Because I can't deny it anymore. And what hurts the most is that no one would ever understand this. No one.I can't sleep. I just want to get over with this.Help me. Save me.
..introspecting celebrations..
There are so many reasons why we celebrate. For me, it's not only about celebrating for someone's birthday, but also for some achievements which I think I would consider in terms of overcoming our greatest fears. This week, I myself have so many reasons why I should celebrate. Some are joyful and of course, some are just for the passive of fear.
Monday. (07-11-05)
Hmm.. Had a rough time with DC. Though what I have expected is another bad grade from our last activity, A happy celebration occured when our first English test was postponed. Wuhoo! Good for me.... :p
It's a happy day for a "what might have been" 2 years and 5 months relationship with my bud. Anyway, HAPPY CHA!!!! :p
Tuesday. ( 07-12-05)
Another subjected I lack interest. Lettering. Well... My expected 3.0 grade from our 1st plate turned out to be a 2.5... Not bad... So I guess it's another reason for me to celebrate :p
Wednesday. ( 07-13-05)
Had a shitty day with our FDR. 'Nuf said. Anyway it's my blog. I celebrate this day with my friends who treated us in Shakey's. :o and had a heart-to-heart talk with some about my real self. :p Another reason is because.... hmm... :D wag nalang... :p hehehe PERO EH!!! I never thought Folk Dance would be soo hard for us. But it was alright... I got to spend the day with another new friend. Wuhoo!! :D
Thursday. ( 07-14-05)
Hmm.. I WANT TO CELEBRATE MY FIRST-EVER HIGHEST GRADE OF 1.5 from ANATOMY! whahaha babaw. Although CTEC grabbed it all since I got a low grade of 3.0 from our logo making shit. :c
Oh.. I went to St. Paul and celebrated this day with an old friend. Late nga lang. Soriii naa!! :p
At least meh application form ka na! hahaha Miss you! :D
Friday. ( 07-15-05)
For the first time in my college life, I cried over my MDR plate. :c But I was very touched on how my blockmates stood there beside me and helped out. Thanks guyzzz... :D For me, it was a very special moment to be thankful for being with them. :}
And for the real celebration...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!! :) Whohoo!! 61. Too young pa din.. :p
My blessing from God celebrated his 60th birthday. My second dad, my gramps, or the name I always call him. papa... :p
We were supposed to eat at Chili's but unfortunately, we didn't make any reservations soo there were no tables available for our fam. Soo we ate at Burgoo. I hate their food. :s But... I saw my fam esp. my baby bro whom I've missed soo much!!! :D I'll post the pics na lang.. :D
(From L-R:)The Unggoys. My Sis, Cuzin Javi, and meh. My gramps giving my baby bro kobe a spoon-full of ice creammmmm.
These are the apos of this great guy up here! :D (wow. complete kami!! :p)
Kobe smile naman jan. :p
Anyway, as I arrive home, I finished writing up my notes in theology. :o
Saturday. ( 07-16-05)
Since papa had to go to mass at 6, I rode with him to the sakayan. Arrived in UST very early. We met our Fil teacher til we found out that they'll be having a meeting. Whohoo for me! NO THEOLOGY! nyaha soo we headed off towards Dapitan and stayed in the Sala. I had soo much fun watching with my blockmates esp. the chosen movie was in fact Shutter. :p The whole block (well.. almost..) bonded with screams and laughs then in the end... We said our goodbyes.
Night mode na talaga ang setting.
It was a shopping day for me in Joli's and Jomar's. Bam was picked up by her bf; Tash and Maybelle still went inside our bldg; While Ivy and I raided the shops. We bonded with Kuya Joel of Jomar's then I went home.
One thing i've noticed is that I have already come up with the habit of sleeping inside public transportations which I think I should prevent. Who knows?? I may be the next victim of holdap'. :s ohh.. wish me luck.. :s
Im off. I'm gonna have to finish my tasks here first before my grandma lectures me out again.
Signing off.
..day-offs..
SATURDAY.
Okay.. so we lost in the UAAP game versus UP. Now I know the feeling esp. when you put your pride on the line. Then you lose. Nyaha But ya know what?? my life doesn't end there!!! :p C'mon.. it's just the 1st game. And yep.. it'll be my last opportunity to watch for the whole season 68. Pero eh.. May crush akong player na taga UP! waha CHINO FERRER... number 5.... :p
Anyway...
I had the best weekend ever! I bonded with my highschool friends. And I mean REUNION!!! :o I saw my other batchmates inside the big dome. (Camille Reyes, Patty Lesaguis, Nadine Madlangbayan, and Mailene Nilo...) Cheered the whole moment projecting obviously as a first-timer who watches her own school compete with it's opponent. Got all the freebies and wore them while cheering GO USTE!!! GO USTE!! GO USTE!! GO! GO! GO! GO! hehehe then met Portia's beloved hubby. Got freakinly frustrated with the girls in front of us when later on, a friend of mine told me she saw me on T.V. whispering something to Portia. nyaha those were my evil plans... nyehehehe :p Then meh pride pa naman towards our players eventhough we lost the last minute. IT WAS LESS THAN A MINUTE U.P scored 2 points ahead of us! And a bit more pity for our school. Nanghihinayang sobra because we were always ahead during the whole game. :o and then when it was over... I met my hs friends in Gateway.
SHEMPRE PIC MUNA! :p
Payabangan daw muna ng school! Sorii asar-talo kami ni portia.. :p
Then the real pic. Akala ko crazy. Shux. ang smart ko talaga.
But before that we saw Cyan with Gian and Morai with Zche. Reunion nga diba? :)
Then we ate in the food court. And because of our killer techniques.. We got everyone seats in the midst of the super abundant crowd, also searching for tables. :p Besty treated me and Portia then Pic again with the others.
T.22 with Charmsss. Too bad Ishi didn't come. and MAU!!!! waaahhh!! :'c
...we terribly miss you!!!
Kai, Juz and Cy.
This pic was taken while waiting for the photographer in our studio pic (previous). Win or Lose... GO USTE!!!! :D
Juz. Carla (25!!). Lyx (Bearjuggz!)
Oh yess... mga UP toh. Sorii at ako'y nahampas ng kanilang kapanalunan! :p nyaha
More pics will be updated as soon as I get my IrDa Cable. :s
Then it was 7 and my time was almost up. Til I saw my blockmate Ryu with his new hairdo that shocked me a lot! :o nyaha Pero in fairness... Bagay.. pumogi sha.. nyahaha :p
Then bonding moments with Charm til my gramps arrived.
We stopped over at Dunkin Donuts and bought me credits! WHOOHOO!! Then he helped me with my theology subj. with his mind-exasperating books about the catholic church! Sheesh.. I was only asking him to explain few topics til we expanded into "What the??!" conversations.
Slept early because we had to wake up early. Hmm.. early pa sa lagay na yun eh noh.
SUNDAY.
So my grandma was right, she woke me up at 7. So much for my long breaking somnolence. We went to Edsa Shrine for the mass then to Galleria. My grandma shopped a lot of clothes while I was able to buy myself a....
Triangle. WAAAHHH!!! for school nanaman. :o
Then I saw this Supergirl doll in Funtasmic!! whoa!!! and it costs a lot! hmm.. 1400 php i think. And to think it was already on sale!
But actually.. We came here to see..
Oh yess... waha! Eventhough I haven't seen Batman Begins. Which I would consider myself a loser for some point... I patiently waited for our tickets by lining up the longest... hmm.. line! :p hehe Darn! I thought by the time we get our own ticks we might not have any choice but to be placed in a really bad position. Though we were lucky, we were able to stay in my gramps's fave place... in front. Wow.. All I can say is, I enjoyed the movie!! :D THUMBS UP TO THE FANTASTIC FOUR! :D I adore Sue Richards a.k.a the Invisible Girl (Jessica Alba) and soo LOVE Reed Richards aka Mr. Fantastic!!! :D haii.. I can somehow relate to their storyline. 'nuf said. I consider this movie as a fab one! And I would love to watch it all over again. ;)
After the movie, we shopped some more and bought myself a new pair of earrings. :p Finally! something I'd consider to be un-school-y hehehe Then we ate merienda, gramps bought another set of his blank cds, rode a cab, then we're finally home. Now my excuse for wasting golden time in the internet would be my research in Anatomy. Geez! I'd just have to find Superman's face since he'll be my model for my plate. :p hehe
And soo i'm finally done sharing this weekend. It's only sad for me because another week's about to come and I don't know what'll happen next. Sure time flies soo fast. :s
Gotta get back to the real world! :p
Signing off.
..my role as a filipino..
Well it's my blog soo I can blurt out my personal opinions right? hmm.. For me, I feel pity for this country. Yah soo let's say the president cheated. Who didn't right? The opposition whose very well-planned goal was to steal the Filipino's thinking on how or what effect it would take in our country, once the president steps down, would lead the let's say "united" people to bring the president down. But haven't these people knew who to replace next?. So let's say we want this 'man' to take the throne, do you think everyone will be satisfied? We all But one thing that will forever be flowing in a Filipino's blood is activism. basta yun na yun.. Then whenever I think that with everyone's different perceptions on how to solve our country's crisis... It would definitely worsten the situation itself. As I can see it, our country has now been divided into 2 or 3 or more on what solution would be the best for us. Others want the 'Junta', Others want a body rep. Then what purpose does these so-called cabinets bring to the nation? Display? Name? Reputation? Haii.. I felt disappointment with the PGMA's stupid decision. Now she couldn't do anything to convince the whole nation that she didn't do anything wrong. It has been done, and almost everyone wants her to resign. Not only the Masa but also the average people who put blame in her for this unending corruption. But hey, nobody's perfect right? We never had any inerrancy. Then I also observed that we are only left into two options. 1: To impeach the president til everyone gauges war against each other for it's different judgment on who to replace. and 2: To let the President finish her term. Obviously with this option, the effect on it would show that the President herself will be under probation. Therefore, she won't commit this time any form of dirty work. And maybe, with her skills... The country would improve with its participation to other global interns.
Pero yun nga lang. Both will have evil in it. The first one is the evil to take in effect for power to demolish another well-established leader, while the second one is the evil to preserve a leader who committed an offense against the country. Well.. for me, its better to improve one person than the whole nation. Haii.. What'll happen next? :o
That's all... I just want to express it all out. Since the only topic we mostly talk about in this house is politics... Might as well share with not 0nly those who are in confusion but also those in deep sympathy for our land. I am not an activist nor a PRO government whatsoever. I just care about our country's situation and it's chaotic what-if aftermaths. I'm sorry if I miscomprehend people who are against this but again.. It's my blog.. and it's my liberty to express my own opinion.
NYAHA! serious mode amp***!! hahaha kulang na lang magbow. :p
That's all.
Signing off.
..somnolence..
A day without my coffee seems to turn my world upside down filled with drowsiness and sloth. Yep.. pressure remains there. Another week has passed by and as for me, it seemed like time has been wasted for a very very long time. So what happened or what are the highlights for these five days which I used to call 'the second tiring week' of my life?Monday:4 hours with nothing to do but splurge on the liberty to go anywhere! :) No prof for DC. Then bonding moments with Carl and Mao in English. I also bought this very heavy book that costs 17,500. (
According to Ryu..) haha nah.. it's way cheaper than that! But of course, it was still a pain in the purse! :o
Tuesday:I thought classes were suspended. Unfortunately, the rain couldn't convince everyone to go home.
Kelan kaya ko makakaexperience ng baha? :p My gramps dropped me off. And the last song on my mind here was...
IT'S NOW OR NEVER.... and..
YOU WERE ALWAYS ON MY MIND.. *with the voice impersonation of Elvis Presley ha.. :p* oh.. I got a high grade on our first plate in lettering! WHAHAAA Unfortunately.. Thanks to my beloved techpen
na walang ginawa kundi magtae! It ruined everything. And I got sick and tired of repeating it. Soo.. the
Bahala system flowed through my attitude once again!
darn.. Wednesday:A merciless day for our OD FDR. Nuf sed'. While waiting for 3pm... Maybelle and I bonded with some of our blockmates for lunch til we crashed into Ryu's dorm .
Oh... I want to introduce to you my second best friend.. :P
This pic was taken by Maybelle in Ryu's room. While the others were crashing up his stuffs.. :p Here we are.. taking a pic of my second best friend.. :p heart and sole yan. Hehe Wag kayo.. it brightens up my mood every time I wear it. Very easy to wear, meh logo na ng ust and accessible pa sa lahat ng lugar sa USTE! :p try it! nyaha *very fashionable* :P
P.E was greeaaat!! Maybelle, Ryu, our new friend from P.E class Alex and I cheered!! Kahit wala ng sense mga chncheer namen..
As for the longest night, I started working on my CTEC plate from 7 up to 2am! I had the toughest night! And yet... It still resulted into an unsatisfying work of junk.
Thursday:
For the first time, I had slept my way to UST especially inside the FX. Did some retouches on my CTEC then finally woke up in Anatomy. For the first time rin.. I appreciated my work. shempre! with the help of my bonding sessions with Carl. WAHA! SA WAKAS! meh kasundo na ko sa aking mga old wave senti sessions! :p I was able to finish my work appropriately.. :p and as for our 5 hour-CTEC. It's not that bad. :p
I slept the whole night from 8 and woke up the next day at quarter to 6! :o
Today: (Friday)
I woke up late! And our first subject was... MDR. hmm.. It was okayy.. I got there earlier than him! waha and As usual, Sir Araw arrived in his punctual time. Learned some more tips and tricks from this unbeatable body of knowledge. science pala eh.. :p Did new works, ate plenty of food! :o Drank my first coffee in Math, then bonded with Daryl with my Palm3c's text twist! whaha.. Bought new stuffs again, Got my book-binded Salvation History then went home. Did my daily tasks, then here I am.. Sharing you the 'second tiring week' of my college life.
Well my achievement for this week would be:
- I learned to appreciate my gramps's classical genre. It may sound a little boring at first, but later on you'll be able to notice the therapy it gives not only to your ears... but to your whole spiritual body.
- Self-Discipline. The word I always hear almost everyday. If not from Sir Araw, my grandma. I wish I could learn how to plant my own and nurture it til it harvests into success. nyaii! drama mode nanaman.. :p
- I learned how to speak out my thoughts. well.. for some. It's the fear that has conquered my whole self and the only way I faced it was to somehow, be the fear itself. yeboi! Batman pala eh.. kahit hanggang ngayon.. di ko padin sha napapanuod :p
Pero.. It's true. And I've finally said it. Wish me luck nalang.. for the next days of my life. :s
Tomorrow:
Details to follow. I'm gonna watch the UAAP game with T.22 and other friends. GO USTE!!!! waha.. Pano kaya yun noh? Lalo na pag best friend mo sa UP.. :o It's gonna be a first for us besties to join different teams and consider ourselves as "enemies!" wahaha
Whoops! I almost forgot.. I still have classes tom. Sheesh. :o I guess i'll be missing another couple of days til I get to write in this non-sense journal. But then I found this:
Learn the art of patience. Apply discipline to your thoughts when they become anxious over the outcome of a goal. Impatience breeds anxiety, fear, discouragement and failure. Patience creates confidence, decisiveness, and a rational outlook, which eventually leads to success.
Soo true.. Haii.. If only I can obtain it. :s
Signing off.
..darn plates..
Oh I miss my blog soo much.
Kasi naman eh.. I've been struggling for almost a week now with these hand-blistering sketches! Oh... These sketches are also known as plates.
AND THEY REALLY SUCK! well.. actually.. I suck. Haha Especially in drafting. I hate using instruments. I hate rulers, T-Squares, Triangles, and all the subjects that require these damn materials. I've got 3 plates from different subjects in store and up to now, I haven't finish them... Not a SINGLE ONE. And to think that Lettering day is almost near, i've got to cram up and finish the night off til Tuesday without any sleep. Oh well..
But on the bright side.
I LOVE MY BLOCK. :) I bonded with each and every one of them for the whole week. I even met new friends from P.E. I actually goofed around with my partner in folk dance since we both suck in dancing! haha Though there were soo many requirements I had to buy... I spent my time walking to our
mini National Bookstore named
Joli's... and our
suki Jomar's. A day spent with these people will surely make your day especially when pressure's there to bug you off.
I'm soo contented with AD1-10. Today wasn't such a bad day for me. I mean... no drawings, no pressure... Just pure lectures and discussions.
Oh how I miss these type of brain-swooving methods in learning. And just a while ago, we met our new prof in Theology 1. At first I hated him... for he was too perfect unlike the first. Sure Sir Ortega had doubtful theories about God and all but he was a bit friendly to us. But this one's different. He gave us the impression of being a disciplinarian. With his very weird and hyper accent
, he spoke english perfectly... Everyone in our class tried so hard in preventing to snooze off cuz they were already feeling their heads near their seatmate's friendly shoulder. Well... for his good side, he gave us a 20 minute break. So when he left the room, everyone was chit-chatting on how boring he was. As for me, I grabbed a cup of coffee with my friend Bam and drunk off til I was finally awake. The 2nd time we tried, we almost got stuck on the elevator with our other goofy blockmates. Haha I got really nervous and later on, laughed at ourselves because of our reactions. Anyway, time to get serious again cuz the Attorney's here.
Our new THY prof is a lawyer btw. Somehow, I began to like him because he was indeed, a certified Theology professor. He's an amazing linguist who talks about the background of our subject with full sense. And for that moment, I remembered my grandpa who talks exactly just like him, especially when our topic was about the Holy Bible.
Another good news for me is that, I didn't have to skip this class because of our
biglaang auditions on my preferred org.
The Artbeat Society. These are the students from our dept. who are also musically inclined. For others who still needed to show what they got, I was accepted without any exposure.
Lucky me... hah! Now I have an org. :p Then my mom picked me up where I usually ride/commute and bought my other materials. Waha! I'm almost complete.
No more bankrupt nights for me after next week! I hope. Then we checked out our new house. It has entirely major improvements since the last time I visited and i'm very excited to move in! :)
Argh.. still have to finish these darn plates. :o
*back to career mode* sanayan lang toh. :sOh... I have a message for these peepz if ever they'll be reading this.
Claire. Thanks soo much sa pag-offer mo na gawin yung plate ko. Pero I think this is one challenge na kelangan ko harapin para masanay na in the future. I'm sure mas madami pa yan.. :p Basta i'm always here for you aryt? Keep yourself busy ha! labyu!! haha mwah!Portia. Asawa... La pa ko tickets. :s tas may class pa ko sa theology til 1. I wanna watch! waha first time pa naman. GO USTE! haha My Blockmates. Guyz.. what'll I ever do without you?? :) MAHAL KO KAYONG LAHAT!!! I'm soo tired. I'm gonna have to sleep first before I grab those darn triangles, pencils, french curve, compass or whatever.Signing off.
